I feel the pain but I'm afraid to cry
All the time, desperate hiding tears
My life is boring and I count the days
On and on, woe is here to stay
Only if God would show a sign for me
Oh, Only if God could hold my begging hands
This endless torture's building up my rage
Holding on, hide my agony
I'm getting weary just to be alive
All I want is help
So, you dove into the dark beyond yourself?
Lost your way to find the surface once again
Insomnia will kill all your solemn nights
Haunting your despair
Sorrow made your life a living hell
Lights are fading
Caught inside the black-holed inner-self
Ego painted grey
Insomnia will hold pleasures in a shell
And your defiant stare
Sorrow made your life a living hell
Lights are fading
Caught inside the black-holed inner-self
Ego painted grey
Oh, ego painted grey...