Fallen self-esteem, irritated frustrations
Actions I wanted to live are meaningless
Was I lunatic? I was not crazy
I did not want to hurt anything that annoyed me
Pain, High anxiety, Disappointment, Depression
Isolation, Frustration, Disconsolation, Endless way
The world is falling down, useless consolations
I just wanted to across the doom river
I heard loud voice in my head urging over and over
That night I had nothing planned and there was just the pain
Pain, High anxiety Disappointment, Depression
Isolation, Frustration Disconsolation, Endless way
I entered a cold tub slowly and carefully
A sharp knife lay beside it, I felt peaceful
Before committing suicide
Recall remaining the other side
Why could not I feel, what a betrayal it would be?
This time I was numb the urgency pressed in upon me
And flushed every face, every voice, from my mind
Under the dark surface, my body was invisible
Pain, High anxiety, Disappointment, Depression
Isolation, Frustration, Disconsolation, Endless way
I believed that death was the only solution
To end their suffering and for no other reason
I'm still waiting for the sun
I can't overcome temptation
Of this blue dawn's sticky helpless
At last, Too late